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I must not doubt now
I am currently experiencing an period of profound insight into myself
For me this is not a rare occurrence, and I actually find it quite annoying when it happens

So I am trying to write it down instead of keeping it internal

one of the most important realizations for me is that I am different from myself
what I am trying to say is that that there are a lot of different parts of me, some similar, some not
I am a different person around different people
especially in periods like these I find that there are many "levels" of what I am thinking
my behavior are different from my thoughts are different from my ideas
all are separate, and I don't know how connected they are and if there are maybe sublevels
sometimes I think yes, other times I think no on this

this results in forming ideas in a flash,and having to speak them to myself to formulate them, often having to restart this process as I keep having the same idea
this could be an internal monologue, dialogue, discussion, cacophony or I don't know what
I often find myself repeating the same idea as if it were new, so I don't know if I missed anything now

I have tried to make this post more sensible, but thinking back on writing it, the chaos of it may convey what I am trying to communicate better

for those who are interested, thank you for being so, for those who are not, sorry for wasting your time

(PS. this is not intended as a call for help or something ego-centric, but an attempt to really express myself for a change)


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dan338 Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014
thanks for the fave on "Fly by"
BulletChamber Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Brilliant aircraft designs you've got.
packie1984 Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2014
thanks, I just love doing them
BulletChamber Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Keep it up. They're really good.
dan338 Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2014
thanks for the fave
The-Necromancer Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thankee kindly for the watch.
dan338 Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2013
thanks for the fave
cthelmax Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2013
Thanks for the watch :)
SeanCornishART Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2013  Student Filmographer
Thanks for adding me to your watched list! :)
Rekalnus Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave on the Airtruk model. Have a great weekend.
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